Today morning went to "his" house and he passed me a thick and heavy album! When i opened up , it's all our photos and memories ! Sudden feel of returning backk to the past . "He" did moved my heart a little, because "he" actually remembered all the smallest of the finest thing we had together .=D Darling said that her boyfriend wont do this to her, if he does she's gona chop off her head for me . Time really passes ! It's gona be tonight , can i not make any decision ?? But to stay all alone by myself ?? My mind is like a big sorrowful mess now ~ =( Everyone says" Let your heart be the one deciding , follow your heart and blahs blahs ... "How the hell im gona follow my heart, when i don't even know what the fcuk im thinking man ?? Chatting with anthea darling right now, she knows best ! =)) Maybe only girls understand . lmaos , Anthea ask me to be hers instead . "laughs! >.< love her many lurhs .




Anthea Darling !